Father’s Love in a Ford Fiesta 

When I was a teen, I drove the family car until I got my own car.  I couldn’t wait to have a car that I could call my own.  I mean, driving a 197(?) Chevy Impala was a little much.  I felt like I was driving a ship or something.  While still in high school, my parents bought me a 197(?) Red Ford Fiesta!  Now THAT was more my style…  well not really, but it was “mine”.  It was mine, yet my parents did everything to give it to me….  Sounds almost like a toddler..  Mine, mine, mine.
 Ford Fiesta

 This picture makes this car look all sexy and romantic.  Who wouldn’t want to take a drive out to the beach and raise the hatchback and enjoy each others company?  It looks like a dream!

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Pssst, I Have A Secret

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Image from Grace Smith
There is something we love about secrets.  The thought of knowing something that someone else may not know is intriguing, it’s fascinating and it can captivate our hearts.  But what if you heard something and then thought, oh my goodness, so and so needs to hear about this.  If our heart isn’t in the right place and depending on what we’ve just heard, it could be considered gossip.

However, I believe that when we hear something about the Father, it’s His desire to share with others.  I believe that He longs to be known.  He longs to share His secrets with us, each of us.  Sharing those secrets with other believers can be affirmation, affirmation that we’ve heard from the Lord.  What a sweet reality that can be!

In Ephesians 1:7-9 we see “in Him, Jesus, we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of His grace which He lavished on us.  In all wisdom and insight He made known to us the mystery of His will, according to His kind intention which He purposed in Him”
Jesus has redeemed us through His blood.  He’s forgiven us and paid our sin debt for us.  And then on top He lavishes his grace onto us and then makes His mysteries known to us.  Knowing that He’s done all of that for us, is rich, it’s full, it’s tender.

I tend to be more critical of myself than others.  You see, I’ve lived with myself all of my life. HA!  Go figure…  I know me.  I know my past and my present.  I know the sins, failures and demeaning ways of days gone by.  And so does God and still, He sent Jesus to cover all of that for me.  It’s tough some times because satan tries really hard to whisper in my ear that I’m not good enough or smart enough or fit enough, you name it and I doubt whether I’m enough.  But God says I am enough because of Jesus.

But here’s one of the dearest things about my pursuit of the Lord; when I’m pursuing Him, He is also pursuing me and when we collide something special happens….  “In ALL wisdom and insight He made known to us the mystery of His will”  He shares the mystery of His will!  Oh beloved, what a precious time.

I want to encourage you to forgive yourself because God has forgiven you.  Accept His grace which He wants to apply liberally and THEN listen.  Quiet your world so that you can hear.  May we be like Samuel and say, “speak, for your servant is listening.”

My heart and prayer is that in our quest to find who we are, what we’ve been created for or even to know we’re good enough, that we turned down the volume of the world so that we can hear God the Father speak tenderly and we can hear Him say, Pssst, I have a secret to tell you.

I Do Declare, These Women Are My People!

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This past weekend I attended the Declare Conference in Southlake, TX. This conference was a fantastic opportunity to meet many women who are blogging and/or writing for God’s glory.  These women are truly an inspiration.

I went with two main purposes in mind:  1) to learn how to blog in a way that shares God’s truth and my journey.  2) to connect with other christian women who love Jesus and are sharing their passion on a digital platform. My expectations were met in a BIG way. Moreso than I ever expected.

A few takeaways from this experience….

Erica Boutwell and her husband Stephen led us to the cross daily in worship. One of my favorite songs was Here As In Heaven. What a blessing worship was to me during this time.

Lara Williams brought us truth about Living Water for Thirsty Souls as she shared from John 4.  This passage reminded me that Jesus graciously pursues my heart so that I can intimately commune. I was overwhelmed with excitement to be at my first writers conference and make sense of this call, Lara shared that I’m not called to change the world, I’m called to give a drink.  Baby Steps.  I need to start with baby steps.

Michele-Lyn Ault shared how we are Developed In the Secret Place. The devil can not take my identity or purpose, but he will try. This last year and a half I’ve struggled with finding who I am or what I’m really called to do.  Michele shared briefly the story of Mary & Martha and how Mary lingered in the presence of Jesus instead of working frantically to make things perfect.  What we give up in the waiting is nothing compared to the wisdom gained.  What a blessing this was to hear.  I don’t have to have it all figured out, but to practice presence over productivity.

Kristin Lemus hit home for me as she shared about being FEARLESS. OMG!  This has been one of lifes biggest hangups for me.  Fear of failure and fear of success… why does one have to struggle with both?  I do!  I have!  Kristin shared truths from Psalm 23 and John 14.  PEACE I give to you.  Jesus comforts his disciples as He tells them in John 14:27 “Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful.” Oh how sweet this was for me to hear this weekend.

Rachel Martin was full of wisdom and power.  I had the privilege of spending a little one on one time with her and what a blessing she is/was this weekend.  Here are a few takeaways from our time together: “be willing to get messy”, “if we look the same on social media, where’s my story, my impact?”, “post intentionally and with authenticity for my community”.  Rachel, thank you for everything!

Heather MacFadyen shared about hearing the voice of the Lord and discernment.  This is wisdom I also needed.  Sometimes I get so busy with everything, that the noise of the world can be overwhelming and I find it difficult to hear and discern the voice of the Father. One piece that she nailed for me was “only the creator can name the created”.  No matter what the world (or me) may say about me, only God can define me.  /shama/ – I’m listening.  May I be obedient.

Alli Worthington shared good points on how to break busy.  “God says I’m already I’m already enough and I don’t need to sacrifice myself or others in order to achieve more.”  She gave an analogy between my phone and I, my phone tells me when it’s at the end of it’s rope (out of power/space).  I can plug it up, delete apps, etc – I need to learn to do that for myself.  I need to plug into my power source and eliminate that which is taking up space without adding value to my life.

Anne Watson was fabulous as she spoke about being Insecure & Overwhelmed!  A few quotes worth remembering: “Failure is nothing but an opinion”, “satan uses discouragement to unwind us”, “I can’t control life but I can manage it”. Insecure and overwhelmed is where I am and her wisdom rang loud and clear.  And by all means I need to remember, “do the work and God will do the miracle”.  

Jen Weaver encouraged us to Unlock the Power of Your Story.  She shared how “my voice is my personality through writing” and how “God wants to reveal himself through my writing”.  Although my story may not be pretty, I need to “embrace my testimony” and “forgive myself”.  

Jenn Sprinkle shared wisdom on How to Dream and Do Well.  She shared 5 key points that I will be practicing in the days to come.  1) Dream with boldness 2) Pray with courage 3) Redefine Success by preparing myself and realizing everything isn’t for everyone 4) Predictable Insecurity – after the call I can expect insecurity.  5) Obedience over Outcome – don’t let the hustle take over my heart and my home.

Kat Lee shared Practical Action to developing my calling.  1) Map the End Goal 2) Acknowledge Boundaries 3) Zero in on Progress 4) Embrace Focus – stay on the bus 5) Ask Jesus – start my day by asking Jesus his plan for me. There is NO ONE LIKE ME – NOT EVEN QUITE LIKE ME!

I do DECLARE these women ARE MY PEOPLE!

To say this weekend was eye opening and life changing is an understatement!  The ladies I met, the wisdom & encouragement received to begin this journey was incredible!

As I trek upon this new terrain, may I be like Samuel and ask, Speak Lord for your servant is listening.  Oh how I want to not just be a hearer of the Lord, but a doer.